Battle X City (feat. Samantha Bower) Song Lyrics

Oh

Maybe in time I will make it through the worst of it
But for now I'm waging war with myself
And I can't seem to let the silence break
I've heard this all before, but nothing ever seems to change
Blacked out, run down, can't someone give me a break?
Force-fed irony, it's getting stale
I'm sick and tired of always blaming myself
But it's not socially acceptable to ask you to help me

Lay awake, counting days I could've had
Could it be that I've been locked inside my head
And all my fears and phobias are just regrets?

I know it's hard to see where it all went wrong
But when heaven comes around, I'll just keep my head down
It's all so crystal clear
(I'm already here)
Yeah, I know that things don't always go to plan