Hurts Me Song Lyrics

Haven't talked in months, I knew it'd be tough
Forward to April, did I give it enough?
What to blame it on now?
I know myself better than you do
Part of me is something that you'll never see
We made a pact (now we'll never get it back)

I won't lie (but it really doesn't matter)
I don't need it (I'm obsessed when I don't have it)
It's alright (what I want and what I don't)
Can you see that? (But I never want to know)

I won't lie (I'm always running away)
I don't need it (so I really can't complain)
I don't mind (I'll have to accept that I)
I don't need it 'cause it hurts me

Losing control, I start to fold