What If Song Lyrics

What if I met god, what would he say
would he love me like his child
would he look at me and turn away
would he be ashamed
cause i know i had my share of sins
i know i had my share of rules that i bent
things that i have done that i regret as long as i live
im not proud of what i, did
but lately i've been trying to make it right
lately i've been trying to find myself through the pain
i've been looking for answers so i've been praying every night
yea i'm praying, every, night(echo)
yea but i feel like i never get a reply
feeling like im always left asking myself why
like why would my people feeling low, we get high