So Tired of Love Songs Song Lyrics

So tired of love songs
I've been so alone I need someone to love on
Don't know what it's worth till they leave and the love's gone
Can't say it don't hurt cuz I've felt this for so long, it's okay
Can't say that I'm over it
Got hit by a wave of sadness where the ocean is
That's a whole lot of hopelessness
Nowadays I don't open up I'm emotionless, fuck love

I'm still fucked up
And I need some drugs
Yes it was fun but I can't think about you no more
Took a trip to the beach felt the sand on my feet
Lotta people lose their way I'll be damned if it's me
Your new man is a geek I get bands when I sleep
Can't relax I'm advancing on my plans as I speak
No matter what I tell myself