On That Day (Five Years Ago) Song Lyrics

On that day 5 years ago
Seems that I'm trapped, no shield, no sword
The unbeaten path got my soul so sore
Allured by the lust, something gil can't cure
The devil want me as is, but god he want more

Ever wish you never was born
Threat coming but you know that you can't weather the storm
Sector 7 outer heaven where I seem to reside
Trained to kill but I don't really wanna another homiCide
Everything I thought was the real, it turned out to be all just a lie
A product of my pride I don't want us to die
Either outcome is horrible of course
But if we both go ids say its par for the course
I think about the slums where I'm from, folks are out there fighting over crumbs
And running guns
And I can't do a thing to assist

I'm john stockton, without a ring, and the gist is
It's broke and I can't seem to fix it
Earth out of control like the scientists predicted
While I read the manual I struggled to find the truth
And the more I learn I'm even more confused