Sorry at the Start Song Lyrics

It's been awhile since you stayed
It's like the melody has gone astray
I'm waking up to clouded days
It's like all the colour has all turned gray

I hide the fact wanna get away
I wanna get things back on track
You say wanna bury the hatchet
But I know you mean in my back

I hold your hand but I hold it loose
I thought you'd find out the hidden truth
Get me out of this
This is for me this is not for you, I'm sorry

Some Days i can't get off the floor
Wondering why on earth i do this for
You say you like the look in my eyes
But in the mirror all i see are lies

I can see that you're into this
But for me this is far from bliss