Battered Coastline Song Lyrics

For real
Sometimes I struggle with thoughts racing through my head
Times full of pain and heart break
There have been times where I almost gave up
But now I look back at all the pain in my life
And see how its changed my heart
Praise God

Cause I've been working hard
I've been on my grind
Trying to make a ripple in this timeline
Even though I've failed about a million times
I do this for God until the day I die
So much rain, rain, rain on my parade
But I can see the sunshine, I'm a be ok
About to be the storm of a lifetime
But I'm a stand firm on this coastline

Frustrated by the lack of motivation in me
Need a thrift store fast
Cause I'm feeling naked
Laid bare like a battered coastline
Call myself your disciple, but somehow manage to give you no time
Hypocritical in the deepest sense of the word
Trying to live right
While overcorrecting every curve
Crawling from the wreckage looking back to watch it burn
How much pain's it gonna take before this sinner ever learns?
Relying on myself is like self-medication
Alcohol and lusting after women, it doesn't work
Knees to the floor knowing Hell is all that I deserve
But you sent your son to wash the stains out of my shirt
God, I need you like a catamaran needs a sail
Cause my life is stagnant in the water
Without a steady gale
To send me on my way
It's your love that never fails