Unbecoming Song Lyrics

I lost myself into the night
And I flew higher
Than I had ever, but I still felt small
I clipped my wings and fell from flight
To open water
And floated farther away from myself

And I swam in the wakes of imposters
Just to feel what it's like to pretend
There's no dreams in the waves, only monsters
And the monsters are my only friends

They're all that I was
And never could be

Eyes in the dead still water
Tried but it pushed back harder
Cauterized and atrophied
This is my unbecoming