A Question of Heaven Song Lyrics

The time is close now
The end is near
My walk through the valley

Trails of fear
I feel empty
My penance overdue
I guess it's too late now to be with you

I'm extremely frightened
Of what will surely be
I sold myself, the death of me
I know you can't forgive me
I know I'm on my own
I've betrayed you
I walk alone
Whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh, yeah

What exactly is the meaning of this?
Just pawns in your twisted game
Severe pain for the lie I'm living
For a love I never could betray

("Question me not," say the Lord unto thee)
(You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny)
(Denied of this life is what you are to be)
(You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny)

Lord, I pound my fists at you