Abuse of SID Song Lyrics

You want him, you need him
It's so hard to please him
You just don't dare
And inside, you're burning
With some secret yearnings
You must not care

Still, won't you help me?
I'm flawed
Desperate, angry with God
'Cause, he just won't care
Oh, excuse me, you're mourning
How calloused and boring
I brush your hair

And, see your face
(I can see it all on your face)
Empty smile
(I can see, an empty smile)
I touch that place
(Oh my God, what'd he do to you?)
And all the while
You know, it won't stop

So you make an excuse, to confuse the issue
What makes you think that I'll care about you?
When you lay on the ground, 'til he tells you he's through